So, I've been in a funk lately. Ok. Let me change that. I’ve been depressed. I’m tired all the time, I don’t want to get out of bed, I cry every time some faceless generic email sends me a rejection email for a job. It’s time to change that. Today is the beginning of a new month & it was also the dreaded weigh day.
My sister read the scale while I stood on it. I hate scales!! I’m convinced they were made by some evil mad scientist man!! However, it was nice to me today. The last time I weighed was on Feb. 1 & I weighed 208. Yeah, yeah, yeah. I know. I KNOW!! Not good. I told you. I’ve been depressed!! Anyways…………
I got on the scale today & I weighed 205. Like my sister said, “At least you didn’t GAIN anything!!” I’m happy but I know that I should have been doing better than I have been.
The Never Ending Job Search doesn’t help. How can someone reject you when you meet or exceed their qualifications without even interviewing you? I don’t understand it. Maybe they just get so swamped with resumes that they just keep the first 50 & then reject all the others. If that is the case, employers should start putting that in the job descriptions…. “Only the first 50 resumes received will be considered.” I don’t understand it. I don’t get it. It’s frustrating as h***!! I have never been out of work this long. I went to my first interview last week in 6 years or something like that. I thought it went pretty good. I called the guy twice to check with him when he didn’t call me when he said he would. I’m still waiting to hear what his decision is. He told me to hang in there. WTH is that supposed to mean?! I’ll probably be waiting til the cows come home. Meanwhile, I’m still on The Never Ending Job Search!!
I have my vision board with my friends’ awesome email about “Living Aloha” on it that I will be looking at & reading every day. Next to it will be two pictures that I made my sister take of me today in a sports bra & shorts to motivate me. Let me tell you. My sister needs to be a personal trainer. She’s learned a thing or two from watching Jillian on The Biggest Loser. She wouldn’t let me suck & hold nothing in for these pictures. My nephew is a great motivator too. He tells me all the time I could be working out like the people on Biggest Loser since I’m not working. LOL!! Thank God for him & his sense of humor!! I’m also starting a food diary. Anyone got a good one I can use?
The bottom line is this….. I’m kicking myself in the butt today. I’ll be posting notes or blogs, whatever you want to call them, on regular basis too. Just something to get all the thoughts running around in my head out. So you guys can follow me on my journey or not. Up to you.
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